Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Heart break on eko bridge

I love her, and she sure love me too. Our love was one of those rare type, something close to 'romeo and juliet' love but way more than what 'posthmus' had for 'imogen'. We had lotta great times together. And everynight, we did the night thing. she cuddled me till ma nerves felt cold. We had great times together but sad enough, it ended all in heart break.

She waited for me on that night, it was one of those nights, those nights we did those night thing.

The night things we did are grave secrets. On one night, we went all the way during the deep of the night on the sobre long road that leads to the international airport. it was me and her, all alone ridin solo on the streets at almost 110km/h. She wailed in exitement while the wind gushed at us, and until that night when i pushed the gas pedal too deep and we almost made our way off the road in a 'gonna be' terrible accident, we stopped the airport trips, we changed course. We made several other night trips we went to the movies alone, me and her, hand in hand, trips to badagry, trips to coastal city of epe. we went home so many time, time when ma mama looked at how much pristine love i showed her, ma mama always adored her qualities.

We never should have, it shouldnt have. I called you names. I called you green(cos of your natural mien and beauty). I called you anke-('the one i care' for in yoruba and thats cos i always want u happy even when i had to suffer directly for it). I called you baibee(cos of the way you moaned when i carassed and pressed slowly into you). but then, i guess it wasnt enough. I know my faults quite alright, i couldnt pay for those shinny attractive exquisite things you needed. I left you all alone when you fell waisted deep into that mud pit. i didnt show you love in the best possible way, but then you know i love you and you sure have your faults too; you are damn too jealous. Is it a crime to stare at that sassy chik drivin that 10 camry? Is it a crime to ignore you for a minute and adore that vintage ford mustang? is it a crime to want to have that red chevy camaro instead of spendin my lifetime with you being happily married, bonded an obscene truce? I guess to you, its a crime.....piffling.

Destiny will be joining us on tonight trip. It was me, her(anke), @dhamyhan, and @ellavesta. on our way back, destiny followed, he took a sit just beside ellavesta.

We just had a good optical feel of that mutated comic series at the movies. It was raining and everything felt cool, and the road felt slippery. And as we approached that bridge, that bladdy eediot right infront of me came to a sudden halt. athena wasnt kind on him though, cos he was soon to hit his ride on the side of the bridge after he made a good slide on that slippery bridge. I was carried away by destinys chit chat and by the time i fixed my eyes back on the road, it was too late. sad enough, that guy infront had iron bumpers, and to my awe, i did the unthinkable.

I know how sad i made you feel. I felt ashamed myself. i shouldnt have if we hadnt slide. I broke ur head light, i bruised your fender, i squeezed your bonnet and in summary, I made you what you are not, deformed and ugly.

But i know you still love me though, i know u still want me though, even though you think azeez is more than i am(azeez is the mechanic that's mending her hurt), I must tell you this sour truth. I sold my blackberry to make you look beautiful again, to see you look beautiful again. I want you back in my hand, forget about my BBM contacts, its u i want, its u i need, i lurv u 'baby boi'.