Tonight talk, ma first blog nite

The night of ma first day.

The boredom has been a lil satisfyin, nothin to lose, nothin to live for. a lot to say, too little waitin to listen.

I've learnt to b satisfied with not havin, perhaps. i feed on garri almost all day, in addition to indomie and bread. well, i aint broke or poor, but overtime, i guess i've grown to b lazy, i've grown to learn to wait for somethings and not wait for some others(like waitin to cook).

I wonder how ma future will b like, but dat aside, wit a lot to learn from all around;

Etti, ma main man with rare knowledge about d feminine intricasies, he simply undastands them, so once in a while a liltle woman talk with etti may b highly revealin and educatin too.

Fuja is most def a cool guy, cos i had a cool laugh with him over an unseen snake, a dangerous guy too, a man with a high will to mate and a dire will to see those things we c only rarely.

So i dont think i'm losin it, but, ma inability to read, ma chronic will to ping, to read shakespeare, d desire to finish ma unfinished novel, ma desire to write a new poem/story, ma desire to watch things go by while i dwell in this state of singular apathy, ma desire to ignore those things that are important once in a while, ma wish not to dream, subtle enough, and i sure hope i'm not losin it.

Cos i really have to focus on readin community health, its an absurd topic quite alrite, still yet, i jes have to pass it and then finish ma atypically spectacular project(KAP of viral conjunctivitis) and then hope for time to fly and then i'll become that doctor dat'll save lifes and b happy cos of d happiness i inflict on others.

Ma daily fear, ma ears, in other to ignore irrelevant issues that'll inadvently stimulate a grande cascade of thinkin, i play ma music so loud, i sure dont hope to use ear aid in future.

I started with rap songs then cool slow melancholic songs, songs from broken hearts like marroon 5, celine dion, dido, and all, but of recent, ma ears have caught that 'trip hop' genre, that special fusion of r &b and electronica: trip hop sure turns on d cool quite gentle part of me.

And enough said in one night, and i must say, i lurv ma murmie, and still yet, i seeked to b loved.

And if u read this, i'm sorry its absolutely random, its tonites blog.

Ma first blog

Ma first blog, written on a low battery(with ma special phone) in an abandoned village(agbowa) during community health postin.
Oh lord, make it easy for me to blog